Feelin’ like a little kid again

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me.

This was, by far, my top ‘adult’ birthday. I got gifts, people came over, went out to eat, got a pretty birthday cake, took an anatomy midterm (not the most fun part), got a good grade on the anatomy midterm (good part), got birthday wishes from almost everyone i know that had computer access today (via facebook), my dad called me and wished me happy birthday, and its been supercalifragilisticexpealidocious.

This day has been a

I PRAISE Yahshua

Eternal Father, I thank You. I praise Your name. There’s nothing that’s impossible for You. You can do all things. I bless Your name because You are Holy. You are faithful. You hear the cry of Your children and You bless us. I am so grateful to You for the love You have shown us today. Thank You for tearing down every road block, for destroying every force of darkness opposing our victory.

I know these things aren’t by coincidence, its by Your power. I praise Yahshua the Messiah, my Elohim. You are too good to me

End times

Tens of thousands of people have died this past week in natural disasters and violence… These are all nations where the majority of the populations don’t know their Messiah

Earthquake in China 12,000

Cyclone in Myanmar 30,000

Blasts in India 80 people

Rebel raid in Sudan 200 people

Father just show us the way, lead us where you’d have us go. Save us from what’s to come. Protect our bodies and redeem our souls.

Everybody gets a lil EMO sometime…

What is really going on? I feel anxious, afraid, regretful. I blame myself for all the evil I’ve done or thought about doing. Why do I let such nasty words leave my lips sometimes? Why is it so easy for me? I am hungry and no one knos how I feel WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

What Would You Do For a Klondike Bar?

I hate to sound corny, especially since the thought of corn makes me even hungrier, but I am really hungry. When I close my eyes, I see food. Gosh its hard being on detox, but the show must go on. It’s a great way to remember people who go hungry everyday, not by choice. I keep negotiating with myself  whether or not I should just quit or quit early. This is insane, 5 days no food. Who would have thought I could make it this far. Just 5 days left and I would have reached my goal of 10 days. Maybe next time I will do it for longer but this is all I can handle now. I really hope I can make it…

Beauty and a Beast

The longer I take to reflect myself, the more I realize how much I love my reflection. A narcissist through and through. Even when I am being ugly, I for some reason see it as beauty. Zero tolerance. No room for mistakes. I  expect perfection from every living thing I encounter. I refuse to accept their flaws.

I wish spoil myself with over indulgence in my every desire. The only thing holding me back is the purity of my spirits longing to be better. To be above the flesh. To conquer this body of flesh and bones, to walk in the divine light that is my destiny.

I can change, I can be better. With God on my side, there’s no mountain I can’t climb

Make me over Lord.

The Trancendental Pilgrimage Begins…

Mediocrity… something I have been so familiar with in the past, but no longer has a place in my life.
I must move towards the proliferation of prosperity, which is my destiny.
This day, this decision I am making to deny my flesh, and embrace the true essence of my being, shall mark the beginning of a lifetime of legacy.

I am ecstatic to proclaim that I shall begin a period of fasting, praying, and soul searching. I haven’t set any time limit because I want this to be a lifetime process.