Beauty and a Beast

The longer I take to reflect myself, the more I realize how much I love my reflection. A narcissist through and through. Even when I am being ugly, I for some reason see it as beauty. Zero tolerance. No room for mistakes. I  expect perfection from every living thing I encounter. I refuse to accept their flaws.

I wish spoil myself with over indulgence in my every desire. The only thing holding me back is the purity of my spirits longing to be better. To be above the flesh. To conquer this body of flesh and bones, to walk in the divine light that is my destiny.

I can change, I can be better. With God on my side, there’s no mountain I can’t climb

Make me over Lord.

~ by ipraiseyahshua on May 6, 2008.